A Ukraine Christmas – Never Hurts For Hopin’

Waiting for the power

Need to charge my phone

Before I take the 6k hike

To my uncle’s country home

My parents and my sister live there now

After our apartment was bombed

By Russian so-called liberators

In the first weeks of the war

I’m on 3-week Army leave

Nice for Christmas time

Heading back tomorrow

Happy New Year from front lines

I almost had a girlfriend

Before the start of war

But before I could seal the deal

She fled to Poland with her mom

She should have talked to me first

Before she made the split

She must have known how I felt

Guess she wasn’t there yet

Just as well, I reckon

War’s no time for loving

People dying right and left

A crazy kind of living

Fighting times are brutal times

In trenches south of Bakhmut

Artillery duels, reconnaissance tools

Snipers poised to kill

Three weeks rest, but still on my mind

My unit deploys back in four days

One last feast with family and friends

Then back to mud and blood and haze

The lights come on, electricity back

I stand up, light a cigarette and think

While I’m waiting for the phone to charge

Might as well get a drink

There’s a beer house up the street two blocks

With a waitress I wish I was gropin’

Might as well go and bid her farewell

It never hurts for hopin’

I walk the blacked-out streets of my city

Battered but humming with life

Russian bastards think they can break us

We’ll teach them the meaning of fight

I walk past my friend Mikhail’s house

Bomb damaged and littered with trash

We dreamed of traveling around the world

But he was blown up in the north of Donbas

I should be thankful, and yes, I am

I know I am so lucky

Still, I hope someday to return

To first year at university